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Stormy Blue

by Choke Up

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1.
The last great defender of the heart of Saturday night Burned out madly in the back seat of a black Cadillac How the thunder crashed Our fathers' leather jackets A bit too big on our shoulders Slowly unstitch in the closet A dusty crypt of characters We've retired, starved and silenced Dead poets and pissed off kids Haunt the highways, plaintive clichés Longing for glory days that never came
2.
Joyride 03:04
Engines thunder through midnight avenues Where boys and girls get sad together Burn out on bad luck and patiently surrender To the tightening binds of our parents' lives Slip under the covers And let history become us overnight Jenny, remember When we were young and thought we could outrun The plans we made with oblivion? Beneath pool hall lights and neon signs We held communion with the demoralized The keys were in that car when we spilled out of the bar Onto the midnight avenue I can still feel the wind on my flushed face And hear that Chevy engine roar White knuckles and torn blue jeans Your hair an auburn storm in the passenger seat In the rear view mirror The lights of our hometown disappear Thunder Road on the radio A fuel-injected sermon for the restless souls Hey, that was you and that was me Wild hearts on a dark street Racing fate and placing faith in love and clemency Jenny, remember?
3.
Blue Moon 02:53
You put your money in, the record spins, and Elvis comes to life In a truck stop diner on the side of highway 95 Oh and the salty few on their barstools are giving us the eye But honey, it's just us and the horizon tonight The highway gleams with unbridled dreams and our stolen search for that which We could never put our finger on but could always feel its absence Oh and the homes we knew will forget us too and the wheels will continue to spin But honey, tonight it's just us and the horizon The habits that we wore lie in tatters on the floor Of every crumbling building whose doorsteps we'll darken nevermore Oh and you ask me if I'm scared, god damn, I’m scared of everything But what keeps me up at night is settling For a narrative that's been written a thousand sour times So honey, let's riot in the horizon tonight Hallelujah, nothing left to lose Got nothing left to lose but you My blue moon
4.
Borderland 03:11
Dark avenues turn into open roads Crowded tenements into well-kept homes Some folks die wealthy and young with bitter hearts Others stay healthy long enough to see joy wither and scar I don't want any part of it To be the victim, the assailant, or the advocate So we're riding out to where we don't exist Headlights cutting bright into the darkness Oh, obscurity has found me in a motel suite A thousand miles from the refinery And polluted streets we grew to resent Where we'd coexist with poison family and bitter friends Chain link or picket, no one was admitted to the winning end We were all wolves or lambs for the man behind the curtain Arguing in circles for the prosecution or the defense Lying on the hood of the car watching the sun go down The devil in me knows one day we'll have to turn around "Can you imagine," Jenny says to me As the moon rises over the beach, "Having our own place by the ocean? I know it will never be, But isn't it pretty to dream?"
5.
Found an apartment on the outskirts of the waterfront I know it wasn't the one we were dreaming of In the basement of a home owned by an old woman It's cold at night but when the wind is right you can hear the ocean Jenny's taking classes at the two-year school I found me a job and put my hands to use The margin's thin, see, we ain't got much coming in But it's hard to put a price on independence Salt has worn the paint from that stolen Chevrolet That we left by the pier behind a boarded up arcade Sometimes I ride out just to see if it's still there Our rusted shepherd in disrepair
6.
I followed the American dream into a dark alley Where outlaws with crowbars were waiting in the shadows for me They beat me red white and blue Left me disillusioned and destitute The bathroom door is still broken From the night I came home with Salt in my blood and whiskey on my tongue Pink slipped on the first of the month You slammed the door, said you blamed me for The mess that we were in We sat on either side of a broken hinge Just you and I and that ugly horizon Broken promises litter the steps that once stretched on and on I defaulted on us, glitter to dust, ‘til all the good we knew was gone I never knew what I wanted Except for you and the wind in my hair Now those blue eyes are haunted And ash is in the air
7.
Fireworks 03:37
Dark clouds painted the western sky As I poured over the classifieds In the local diner Where a muted TV on the countertop Next to the coffeepot Re-ran The Outsiders Truer words were never spoken Cherry, when you assured "Things are rough all over" I tried to run from the salt-cracked streets Where nothing but despondency Ever seemed to thrive Burned a path across these lonely states And cursed my naiveté On the other side I was a ghost on the Fourth of July When the fireworks shone in your tear-filled eyes It’s hard to not drip with disdain after drowning in debt God damn the blood in my veins, I ain’t no patriot I saw burdens much heavier than mine on weaker shoulders It’s hard not to take a dive sometimes when things are rough all over
8.
Joy and fear and resentment Hang like stars in the apartment The nights, once cold, are now torrid But a salty breeze is rolling in So I toss under the sheets beside A full moon and my bitter bride Sleepless with trepidation 'Cause the bough is close to breaking And spring has come to Bedlam Bluebirds stole each foolish breadcrumb Spring has come, full bloom, to Bedlam I used to watch her get ready For morning classes every week Now she's putting on a uniform And everything else on the back burner Suddenly each selfish whim Comes racing back and barges in And I curse myself for thinking I could ever be a kid again 'Cause spring has come to Bedlam The witches whispered "Soon we'll get them" Spring has come, full bloom, to Bedlam Bluebirds stole each foolish breadcrumb Spring has come, full bloom, to Bedlam The witches whispered "Soon we'll get them" Spring has come, full bloom, to Bedlam
9.
Level Me 03:59
Dawn's creeping in And my side of the bed is still made Shift the car into neutral And back it out of the driveway A fire so wild burns in the rear view Ahead lies a steady commute Level me right where I'm standing I'm gonna drive straight back to you The road is abandoned And the morning is in bloom The sun's coming up And I'm racing the rust in my veins Outpacing the stubborn and stern But some devils remain Saturday night calls like whiskey and fame From the shadows of a lost highway Daylight spills over the hillside Where dew is still wet on the vine Every constant I knew I constantly outgrew Except for you and those stormy blue eyes Except for you and those stormy blues Level me right where I'm standing I'm gonna drive straight back to you The road is abandoned And the morning is in bloom
10.
A fading parade of bad ideas Burns out madly and disappears The anger that drove you and I here Is a trail of smoke in the rear view mirror Home used to be crumbling buildings I dodged the debris but not the devil in me Haunted the line between independent and free Sunday morning left me an orphan Of one ways and borders and false ideas of fortune I don’t mind if you don’t mind Taking the long way home tonight Cut me down from the clouds Pull me out of the ground Over, I am over that shit Sunday morning left me an orphan Of one ways and borders and false ideas of fortune White knuckles and torn blue jeans Your hair an auburn storm in the passenger seat I found my place in this sad country Next to you and those stormy blues

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released September 15, 2017

Engineered by Ryan Stack at Format Audio in Amesbury MA
Mastered by Dan Coutant at Sun Room Audio
Released by Say-10 Records

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